Old-Fashioned or Getting Old?

Just came from my niece's baptism. Am I just too old to party or just a plain, boring, conventional person? Well, both!! Ha-ha. I enjoyed everything but why I'd rather stay in the room and look after the kids is a bit bothering for me. Am I becoming like my mom?! I hope not but I can see it's something I cannot avoid-- her links are so strong!! From being a neat, all-boxed-up freak to a boring housewife. I already saw this coming but I dint realize it would be this early. Err. I think I should be thankful-- my mom raised me well as I believe myself to be a good person, just not as touchy-mushy like the other moms. It just creeps me a little bit, am I really aging? I no longer enjoy stuffs I used to enjoy? I'd rather have tea than milkshake, I'd eat veggies over steaks and mostly, I would read The Power of Now over The Twilight Saga (which I've read a gazillion times, BTW.) So, all these things I attribute to getting old-- at least for my own betterment and also aside from the fact that I'm a self-confessed old soul too. So really, I was right- I'm an old-fashioned who's getting old. How old!!

Warm Me Up

I honestly don't know how to start! Ha-ha. I always love to express myself through writing but only if I'm overflowing with words. and it's not happening now-- frustratingly enough, I look like a moron staring at my screen, running out of things to say. I think that's because of me being a social pariah- I don't intend to gain fame out of the blogs I make- I simply want to share some thoughts. Really? I look that schtoopid? LOL. I actually feel like a coward teenage boy trying to talk to his crush-- yes, that awkward. Am I really doing this blog?